Regret fills tip of my heart

I really regret not agreeing to go Australia. It is like so cheap and I am feeling like that i am being stabbed in the heart by hundreds and millions of swords. Only one word to describe my feelings. PAIN, PAIN, PAIN!!!! But I really cannot go because I in mid air now, don't know where to go. yesterday was really a bad day. SUPER SUPER BAD. don't really want to talk about it lol. Gosh, I have to sell the tickets for the concert. AKE ROCKS!< BRAVO >