So Tiring until kannot cope liao

Life is so free but yet so stressful nw. Although the teachers dun conduct lessons nw in classes, instead they wan us 2 do our revisions in sch. I am ok wif it, but i somehow have the problem of nt being able 2 concentrate in doing my revisions in class. Maybe there are distractions bah, such as ppl working in and out of the class, bell sounds from one of my classmate, ppl talking and discussing between each other, all these seem 2 be my distractions which distract me from concentrating on doing my revision. Maybe classroom is nt a good choice for me, i would rather study alone in a quiet place, although sometimes it might get rather boring and dry, but i still feel it works tat way for me. Maybe this is my own way of studying bah.
Other than tat, there r oso distractions when i am studying at home, but i will realli try hard 2 calm myself down. Previously i am addicted 2 Hot Shot which is realli a veri good taiwanese drama, as inside the show, have great basketball scenes where the actors such as Jerry Yan, Show Luo aka Xiaozhu, Zun, aka wu zun, and more display their basketball skills which makes the show exciting. And xiaozhu oso veri cute. This is what makes the drama so captivating. Other than that, the female actors r oso veri good in their acting. I like the coach, W who is previously in NBA coaching the basketball players, nw in Pi Li Feng Huo Lang Dui in Pi Li Xue Yuan, coaching the players, Yuan Da Ying, Dong Fang Xiang, Qi Xiao Yun, Qi Xiao Yu and last of all, Du Fei. I love W . I like her when she is interacting wif Da Ying aka xiaozhu and when she is like falling in love wif him. The interactions are so cute. She is oso veri pretty too. Jie er which is oso quite a good actor, she is taking up 2 roles, which is 1) Zhan Jie er, 2) Qiu Kui. I actually like qiu kui better as he displays excellent skills as a professional street basketballer, instead of her being zhan jie er, who kannot make up her mind. Maybe i like qiu kui becus he doesn't show his face in front of the audience and mainly dong fang xiang, and this is what makes him special and gives me a sense of mysterious. Other than that, Wu zun is still my most favourite idol, cause he is so handsome. I guess that is all i have 2 say about hot shot. It is realli a veri good drama.
Curretly i am addicted 2 ToGether, which is ai jiu zhai yi qi. Acted by Rainie Yang, Jiro Wang and George Hu. Initially, i told myself that i wont watch it, cause rainie yang's hair realli kannot make it and it is oso veri exaggerating. But the sat when the show is telecasted on tv for the first time during yu le bai fen bai, i sort of like it and i went 2 watch the first episode. During the show, i was amused by da dong's actions and behaviours, and i continued 2 watch the second and third episode online and as i continued watching, i sort of like rainie's character momo in the show and i oso wans 2 know how it progresses and what will be the ending. Hope the ending wont disappoint mi. It is quite a funny drama, but compared 2 miss no good, it is still nt up 2 expectations. But it is really worth watching. Hope episode six come out soon.... Anyway, George aka Jia sen is so sweet 2 momo and treats her so well like she is the only one in his world.... so innocent and so protective of momo.....same as Mars, zhuang jun nan. Haha... realli worth watching...

Why everything became like this? Why are they all like that?

Sometimes i really don't understand how my classmates think. I think even if we are going 2 be classmates for another 3 yrs plus, i will forever not be able 2 noe what they r thinking. They always sae we r childish, as we r the youngest in the class, but do they noe they r oso veri childish, nt only childish, is super childish......
The things that they do are wat i really dun expect them to. They r older than us, by right, they shld take kare of us, but instead, they treat us as fools and twirl us around their fingers. I am a veri good example. Other than that, they did things which i really kannot believe that they would realli do it and these r things that would only be done during sec sch, not now. This thing is cheating in tests, cheating openly without being ashamed or guilty. The worst thing is tat they keep pushing the blame to others when things goes wrong. But to mi, even if u jus took out the notes for reference during tests and copied some of the answers inside, u r still considered cheating. It is still cheating.... I kannot tolerate ppl who cheated during tests and worse take it as it is correct and push the blame around when things started 2 go wrong. Although i admit that when almost the whole class are cheating, i did have the urge 2 cheat too. But i told myself i kannot do it as it will really ruin my future. If i really did started 2 cheat, my future will be totally gone, no need 2 wait for exams 2 kick mi out, i would be kicked out... This is wat i was realli angry about. How come all my classmates become like this? Why? Kan i jus take it as nth happen? Kan i?? Kan they stop all these nonsense? Sorry for those who has seen my blog, if this is making u veri unhappy, pls forgive me. I am jus venting out all my frustration. For all those who have seen this post and nt feeling veri happy, i am terribly sorry. Sorry.

Thanks for giving me such a good day

18th November is the most happiest day of my life. Why? Cause it is the concert of my cca in my previous sch. My CCA is AKE. That day is the combined concert of MIAKE and MI Symphonic Band... I am so glad that i did went, cause the performance of AKE is fabulous, after leaving the sch for so long, haven listen to the AKE music for so long, the feeling that i get on that dae is still the same, exactly the same as the feeling that i get when i was supposed to choose my cca on the CCA opening dae. The feeling that AKE gives me is exact music played from the video player, it is that real....

I realli have a great time that night. Most of my seniors did remember me, even my conductor did remember mi, and even requested to see mi. I am so happy... That night we took a lot of photos wif our conductors. but sadly, the conductor that have been teaching us all the while is migrating to America.... So far, we knew we will surely miss her...
Ms Wee, take care and dun forget us. Always miss u.

My Dream Shoes.....

Nice shoes right? I loved them so much sia.... i hope one dae i will be able 2 wear these pair of shoes and walk on the street. Believe i will be the centre of attraction then...

Can I take it as it is gone?

Past few daes are really veri stressful, first was exams, next was my personal feelings after the exams. As it was the exam period, almost every night i had stay up @ night to revise for the exam the following dae, almost every dae, when it was about 1 or 2 plus, then i went to sleep. It was realli veri tiring as it was hard for mi 2 wake up in the morning, and even harder for mi 2 stay awake during the exam. Although this exam is only worth 10% but i realli treat this as one of my experience for the real exam nxt yr bah, but i dunnoe wat was wrong wif mi, the first few nights of the exam, i still kan concentrate but, the later nights i totally kannot settle myself down 2 do some effective revision. I think maybe it is because of that my heart and mind is veri confused bah.... although some things i dun think of when i am wif my friends, but when i am alone, i will start to think of them.... What is wrong wif mi? anyway, exams r over and there are still lots of stuff for mi to do, for example projects.... But no matter wat, give urself sometime 2 relax bah... tis is our reward...

A MeMoRaBLe DaY

I kan still remember this day vividly..... This dae was a Friday which meant it was coming to the end of the week. Having this in mind, i went to school. Upon reaching my class, I heard news from my seniors tat there will be school annual anniversary rehearsal for the whole school, after hearing tis, i almost fainted cause tis meant tat after sch, we have 2 stay until veri late b4 we kan go home... However, if this dae was a normal fridae, still ok, but this dae we got 2 attend a play arranged by our GP teachers @ night, and the best part was tat i did nt bring the clothes tat i planned 2 wear 2 the play 2 sch, which oso meant tat i have 2 travel all the way home jus 2 collect my clothes, and then travel back 2 sch 2 attend the rehearsal, then rush 2 city hall 2 attend the play. However one of my teacher have planned to conduct a makeup lesson tat dae after sch, but as my attire tat i wore 2 sch tat dae was really nt suitable to go to the play, so i decided 2 rush back home during the break between dismissal time and the time b4 the rehearsal, but sadly i failed...... By the time i reached sch, the rehearsal have already ended... So i and my friends went for dinner 2gether, b4 rushing to the play.
After the play, we went to watch the F1 trial match which was held tat dae, but due to the fact that there r too many ppl watching and the track destinated for the race had been sealed, so we could only hear loud screeching sounds and not see the F1cars driving past... Such a pity, but no use. Then i and a few of my classmates went shopping @ the mall nearby, then after tat, as it was getting late, all of us headed for home.. Although i did not get 2 see the real F1 car driving past, but i was glad i was @ the scene.. It was such an eventful and memorable dae...

Days In school

It have been 2 mths since school reopens. Everything have been going very well, regardless of studies or realtionships between my classmates. Until recently, things started to go haywire regardless of studies or other stuffs in school. Talking about studies, i really dun noe wat 2 sae.. At first, my grades are still considered not bad, but as daes passed, my grades started to fall and later rise again. I realli dunnoe wat is wrong wif mi, is there something wrong wif mi? Did i not study hard? Or am i not attentive enough in class, or am i not consistent wif my work or am i not hardworking enough? All these questions keep poping inside my head, which seems tat they r going 2 crack open my brain soon.... Or is my standard still not up 2 mark.. i remembered once after i took a test for my wen xue xin shang, i almost broke out in tears, actually 2 be specific, i did broke out in tears... i dunnoe wat happened to me, i jus kannot control my tears from falling down, maybe becus of i noe tat i actually messed up the whole paper, and i am gonna 2 fail tat test... tat is why i cried bah...
School is fun, that is nothing to doubt about. But my mood everyday of going 2 school are about the same bah... Sad, upset, moody, emo and so on... i guess maybe becus of my family matters bah....
Yesterdae my classmates and i went to watch a concert in National Library,all the way throughout the concert, i was laughing so much untill my heart going 2 come out liao... but after the concert, my mood dropped again, when we went for supper.. Sometimes, i really wonder wat is wrong wif mi.... Am i too depressed or did i think things too much...